i got lightheaded seeing everyone’s reveals this week. seeing some pfps i’d grown used to turn into faces in the halls i’ve grown used to- it’s startling and it made me wish i had taken this more seriously. i doubt anyone will see this and on top of that, care!! about who this “ikiam” is, but if you do…. here goes nothing.

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uhh this is me, you probably recognize me – depending on which class we shared- as the quiet kid in the corner or maybe the loud kid who had a friend or two.

geez my heart is beating fast right now.

what i’m trying to get at is this. wether we’ve talked or not, chances are i’ve seen you in the halls and the truth is i really do like most of you. i like your smile, or your style, or your laugh and i’m going to work on actually telling people these things in person – instead of shouting them to the void in a blog post

while we’re here, As long as you promise not to ever mention ANYTHING from this blog to me face ever, i’ll tell you some secrets

my dad went to prison when i was a kid. things haven’t really been the same since. my grandpa most likely starved to death alone in the woods earlier this year. i’m going to therapy for my lifelong eating disorder. i haven’t really prayed in a long time. i think im just as scared as the rest of you that it’s my senior year.

the more i look at that mugshot the more i don’t like it. like- what look am i even going for?? here are some better pictures of me + my wrapped

soooooo… that just happened. sorry i took so long to reveal but uh if you like me i probably like you um like we um should like be friends aha 😳 my instagram is @claralaynekeller OH and i am much prouder of my journal than my blog so i think i might post some of my fav pages on here now that im revealed 🙂

goodbye ikiam nation!!! it has been real!!!

love clara 🙂